So we've actually only attended one 'Lifestyle' party, and had a wonderful experience that was absolutely amazing. I was going to blog about it, but the more I ponder things, the more I really want to cherish our 'first' time. It was smokin' hot, I will say that!
I've discovered I like girls alot more than I ever thought I did. More correctly, more than I ever allowed myself to.
Women (all of us) look so much better naked than they do clothed. Especially in candlelight.
Timing is everything. If I'd been more open to having a girl-girl relationship 7 years ago, I might have had a lover instead of the sister I now have.
However, in the time following our introduction, many of my thoughts and ideals have radically changed from when we started out. I originally only wanted to find two or three couples, and only be with them, kinda like a long-term-relationship. Now I realize that I don't want to be with another couple more than two or three times. Sex is so very intimate, and emotions tend to cloud one's thinking, and then emotion turns into DRAMA. I hate drama. I don't even like my own drama, why would I want anyone else's drama?
Now I just have to get past my nervousness and actually put out completely on the first date.
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